Korean night

Just finished watching couple or trouble (korean drama) with some friends. Drank some korean rice wine and had korean for dinner. Happy ending and everything, but for some reason i feel empty.

Life is never going to be as perfect and beautiful as they make it seem in movies and TV.

I wish i could turn back time and have a choice to grow up in japan, korea or even taiwan. What would i be like now? would i still be me?

If i was to die in 3months, would there be someone other than my family who would look after me in my death bed?

anyways, I'm tired, night.